Sing and Wishing You were Here!
Kenapa harus ada pertemuan kalau nantinya akan ada perpisahan?
Kenapa harus datang kalau nantinya akan pergi?
Kenapa harus ada kata “Hai” kalau nantinya akan ada ucapan “selamat tinggal” ?
Pertanyaan itu Cuma ada satu jawabannya TAKDIR.
Allah telah mengatur semuanya, karena bumi dan seisinya ini hanya milik-Nya.
Sesuatu yang pergi, bukan berarti menghilang dari ingatan maupun dari hidup kita.
Tapi karena sesuatu itu pergi, kita dapat merasakan bahwa sesuatu itu berharga.
I’ve felt missing something.
I’ve tried to forget it.
But I can’t.
Someone was gone?
A pet was lost?
Or something missing else?
Kenapa dari tadi gue ngomong kayak gini? Puitis bangeeeet.
Dari post gue sebelumnya “The Missing Piece” itu nyeritain NINO kucing peliharaan gue yang ilang.
Tapi disini beda, rasanya kehilangan close friend itu sedih banget!! SEDIH!
Waktu gue kelas sepuluh, gue punya chairmate yang idungnya bikin gue sesek napas tiap hari, yak MANCUNG! Gue punya panggilan sayang ke dia NOSEY, gila nice kan?! Haha. Dia itu suka banget sama JUSTIN BIEBER maklum lah abege jaman sekarang Gahoel abiezzzz hehe. Dia itu super baik, nyebelin, care and share banget. Dia tempat gue buang sampah unek-unek kayak uya kuya. Dia seneng, gue ikut seneng, gue sedih dia seneng-seneng aja hahahaha. Gue deket banget sama dia, sampe ke kantin bareng, ke wc bareng, pulang sekolah bareng, kemana-mana bareng. kedekatan kita itu ibarat permen karet yang nempel dibawah kolong meja, lengket! haha. Sampai pada saat kenaikan kelas XI gue harus terima kalau doi bakal pindah ke JAWA TENGAH! Jawa meeeen jauh. Dia bilang mau pindah ke Purwadadi, rasanya makin nyelekit aja pas gue tau di kelas XI gue sekelas lagi sama dia!! *nangis darah*.
Gue harus gimana?, akhirnya gue udh ikhlasin, gue bantuin anter dia buat ngurusin surat-surat pindahannya, gue lunasin utang-utang gue haha, dia juga sama. Gue pandangin idung dia, ternyata idung nya tetep bikin gue sesek napas haha.
Pas hari terakhir, gue sama arina, reci, nene mengadakan perpisahan kecil. Jujur gue ga sedih pada saat itu, tapi pas hari-hari berikutnya di suatu malam gue nangis…
Nangis….
Nangisssssss………….
(Sengaja gue ulang biar lebih dramatis).
Gue baru tahu rasanya kehilangan saat orang itu ga ada. Damn, miss her banget!!!.
Gue sama dia Cuma bisa berhubungan via socnetwork atau telfon. Kadang gue yang nelfon, kadang dia. Sekalinya nelfon pasti cerita banyaaak banget.
Waktu hari jum’at tanggal 14 october 2011, gue sama Reci, Dinda, Ayu pergi ke rumah Arina. Kita seneng-seneng bareng dan keinget si IDUNG, akhirnya kami semua sms dia buat nyuruh dia nelfon, dan dia nelfon juga. Dia nanyain kabar satu-satu. Awww speechless juga dia hahaha. Dia minta dinyanyiin lagu, berhubung kami semua adalah choir hehe jadi kami turutin request dari dia. Dia minta dinyanyiin lagu That Should Be Me nya Justin bieber abang gue.
Gue, Justin, Arina, Reci, Dinda, Ayu nyanyi sambil liat lyricnya hehe.. maklum ada yang engga hafal.
That Should be me
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me
You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know
That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me
I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart
Ooh Ooh
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me
That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me
You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know
That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me
I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart
Ooh Ooh
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me
That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
Setelah lagu beres, Idung a.k.a NANDA (http://twitter.com/#!/NandaMNF) tepuk tangan dan kedengeran suaranya yang lagi nangis, terharu. Semuanya terharu, Justin bieber juga terharu. NOSEY, WE MISSING YOU!
3 komentar:
gue gak tau ekspresi gue sekarang kayak apa. yang pasti perasaan seneng, sedih, terharu nyampur semuanya pas selesai baca blognya lulu. gue ngerasa kayak orang gak waras abis ketawa, sedih terus ketawa lagi eh tiba2 nangis karna terharu. pengen banget rasanya gue ketemu kalian semua!
tapi ada beberapa kata yang perlu gue comment "Someone was gone?
A pet was lost?"
ini maksudnya apaaa?? kenapa gue harus disamain sama peliharaan lo? tapi okelah gue tau ini lebay dan gue tau lo pasti bakal bilang gue satu kata "garing" :(
gue punya temen deket dibogor mungkin lebih dari 50 orang (bukannya sombong tapi kenyataan) :P nah tapi gue ngerasa bener kehilangan kalian. apalagi si luluk akasahutami ( http://twitter.com/#!/luluakasa )yaiyalah dia kan temen senasib gue. dia suka kehabisan napas kalo dudk sama gue. begitu juga gue yang ngerasa kesempitan duduk ama dia gara2 diabisin sama pipinya. lo tau sendirikan pipinya kayak apa?? asdfghjk gue akui si luluk,reci,arina,nenek dkk ini nyebelinnya bukan main tapi baiknya itu juga lebih dari bukan main #eaaa
mungkin cukup sekian wassalam.
hahahaha, garing ck.
I miss when we going together :(
miss you guys so badly! :'(
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